What a crazy 2 weeks this has been. I haven't had many bad things happen to me but when I did, I sure did beat it down with my light. I found someone that, whether we ever meet, makes my life and soul feel alive. I've been feeling better and better about just living everyday. My heart pumps love threw my veins.
I can't really sit here and say nothing sad hasn't happened tho. Of course in order to grow, you have to learn from something bad. I've lost a great friend of 5 years but it was time for us to go our own ways. We no longer get along. We aren't the same people we use to be. We BOTH have more growing up to do and I'm afraid that means we go our own ways. I wasn't really upset about this when it happened, and I'm still not. I knew it would come to this and that it was meant to be. All we can do is try to better ourselves in our daily lives. I know he will move on and learn from him mistakes, someday, even if that day IS 20 years from now.
Wanna know something else that happened this week!? Heehee, I let God back into my life. I really don't understand how or why I let it slip out of my life. Once I let it slip back in I felt this unbelievable weight lifted off my shoulders. All this love and warmth entered inside me. Whatever you believe or whatever you call "God" just having that faith and happiness in your life makes everything so much easier.
Ohhh! I got a good laugh and cry today! Well, I got a hater on Daily Booth. He said he was trying to be nice, but he wasn't. He called me fat and ugly. I was just so shocked. Who is he to tell me how I look? I'm happy with myself. We fought back and forth shortly... then my friends backed me up. I had SO MUCH support... I cried. I had so much love there for me. So many people care about me. I was just so overwhelmed with that joy I started crying. An unlikely friend even came to my defense. I love you all SO much!
THANK YOU KANDEE JOHNSON FOR YOU HATER TIPS. <3
Don't let the darkness get to you. We ALL have a light in us. Use it to fight off those shadows. Heehee, now I remember why I LOVE Kingdom Hearts so much.
More love then you can imagine.
-Eric
